please dont ask me not to love you.

i'm not begging you to love me,
i'm not really even asking you.
but, isn't it alright
if i cherish that hope in my heart?
if i dream of just holding your hand,
it will hurt me... not you.
i will try to keep my eyes from shining
when they see you.
and i promise
i will try not to smile a special smile
when you say hello..
but, please
dont ask me
not to love you..

i thought i had you

I cry for the time that..
you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories..
I've left behind,
I cry for the pain..
the lost, the old, the new,
I cry for the time..
i though i had you.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kash...

woh bhi ek hasin pal tha...
jab uske haatho main mera haath tha,

na koi parwah thi duniya ki...
na koi dar dil main pala tha,


uski hi yaad main jeete ...
uski yaad main marte the,
ek ek pal mohabbat ke...
uski julfo ki chhaaon main kat te the,
dil main itni khushi thi...
jitne man main arman the,
seene main lehre thi...
kadmo main asman the,
naa jane kyu chhoot gaya woh haath...
or rah gayi ek kasak dil main,
jane kiski najar lagi is dil ko...
ki dil tadap udha dil hi dil main,
ansu na the ankho par...
lekin toofan tha dil main,
bahar to hont muskura rahe the...
par ek shmshan tha dil main, 
har dhadkan pukar rahi thi usey...
ek baat lot aa ki bohot se arman the dil main,
kash woh kabhi mere pyaar ko samajh pate...
kash wo bhi mery tarah ishk main jal pate,
har pal khushiya hoti jindagi main......
kaash aise bhi pal apate....

kaash woh mere dil main sama pate.....

bohot kuch sikha gaye....

Aag Dil Me Lagi,

Jab Wo khafa Hue...
Mehsoos hua Tab, 

Jab Wo Juda Hue...
Kar K Wafa Kuch,

De Na Sake Wo...
Per Bahut Kuch De Gaye, 

Jab Wo Bewafa Hue…

i never thouhgt i
have to see
the time when you say
good bye
to me...

i knw the fault
was mine
but now i am trying
to stop you
to hold you tight..
to understand you..

and tell you that....

please dont go...
just listen to
what i wanna say, 

please dont go....
just give me one
last chance,

please dont go...
my love for u
is true,

please dont go...
i cant imagine
my world,

with out you..........................!!

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